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Friday, March 18, 2011 @ 10:12 PM
 Hey , I've been busy lately . Today post , I'm going to let everything out . I'm not going to keep anymore . I know I'm such an ego bitch who say things without thinking . I'm never going to change to someone better . Nuff Said , that I am never going to be freed from problems . I know , to some of you that I like to look for faults but I can't let anyone just walk on my face just like that. Enough means enough . I regret knowing who i am now , I was never that good person . You know , I can never always get mad with a person too long . It gives me heartache , It just seems like you left a big gap in my life . I'm always that weak person who acts strongly infront others , but you know I can't hold a grudge with everyone . Bestfriend becomes Enemies , Enemies become bestfriend . In every friendship , It's like a Relationship with a guy . One will always feel so insecure about the other partner . You guys may think I'm lesbian but , Having a girl bestfriend is like having a Girl's boyfriend . I may turn into one someday ~~ When i had enough heartache from boysboysboys . I can't never deny , I miss meera . I miss the old memories, When she was still innocent like how it is . We had the same thing to do , Same thing to talk about but never get bored with it . Now , All she do is way different than i do . Everytime , We went out together . It's always this awkward moment where , I don't think I like it and I want this to end . But , what to do kan . I'm only a friend , I don't got the rights to stop whatever she wants to do . I kept every comments about her , Eventhough she smoke-d all .. I keep it inside , I know if i were to confront .. Obviously she would ask me , ' Who the hell are you ? ' I know kan . But , I can't stay ego and hold a grudge on her anymore . I miss her , but I miss the old her still . Everytime jumpa , Nunu yang sakit hati , tapi simpan dalam hati . Tak pernah bilang orang yang Nunu tak suka apa-apa yang meera buat . Kalau ada pun satu orang aje yang faham nunu sangat2 . Itu pun , Ntah dia bilang ke tak . Rasa-rasa bilang lah tu . Nunu anggap Meera dah macam adik-beradik sendiri . Nak buat ape kan , Meera sendiri taknak fight for our friendship . Nunu tunggu je duduk sini tiap-tiap hari baca blog meera . (kay takmu nak emotional , Air mata pun dah nak jatuh ) Sigh , I know it's impossible for you guys to think I'm crying just because of friendship . I don't know anymore kay . Nunu dah penat , besok ada tarian lagi :(( Goodnight Readers .
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